I'm haunted hunted by a room.
In isolation there are no decorations
just white walls, white floors–-
a living tomb.

How would you spend your first 24?
How would you spend 24 more?
Another 24?

Echo is my companion.
I"m haunted hunted by the silence
of a locked door.

A presence so tangible it cannot be ignored.

And when I travel back there,
to the place where windows would be faces,
I try to remember
the fear of possession––
how sanity strained
without sense of time,
sense of name
a piece of glass employs.

And without warning,
I am back in the fetal position,
riding the shocks
of each unknown injection,
being fed like a mouse
on the floor.

I listen to the whispers...

Wtf's wrong with you?
They could put you right back here
if they wanted to.

I may have been tranq'ed,
but I heard what was said,
as I hear it now,
haunting hunting my self-worth:

She'd be better off dead.

She'd be better off dead.

©2024 | K.F. Hartless


“Caught a Lite Sneeze” Tori Amos

Prompt: What are you haunted by, or what haunts you? Write a poem responding to this question. Then change the word haunt to hunt.

18 responses to “I’m Hunted by a Room”

  1. This is about the white room torture right?

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    1. Well, it was definitely torturous. I think it was good to revisit this place as a survivor.

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      1. I can’t even conceive of such a thing.

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  2. I am haunted by dreams I’ve had both years ago and fairly recently. They make no sense but continue to reappear occasionally in a slightly different way. We live a different life when we sleep.

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    1. Indeed. There is crossover, a thread between to two, I’ve just never been able to fully follow it.

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      1. Agreed, how can we follow anything that consistently leaves an incomplete trail? There must be a reason for this, Katie.

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  3. one powerful poem with many memorable lines, two of my favorites being: ‘echo is my companion’ and ‘windiws would be faces’ and a third, ‘being fed like a mouse on the floor’: this nightmarish !

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    1. Thank you, John. I decided to answer this question honestly, but it’s odd how painful bearing your truth can be.

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      1. I felt the pain; it is a very good poem 🙂

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  4. The beauty of poetry, turning fear, confusion, dark thoughts and nightmares into art. Well done, Katie. Love Tori!

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    1. Thank you so much, Michele. I had a vague memory of one of her videos being a hospital setting, and it seemed to fit so well. I am very appreciative of you reading and commenting on my words. A busy weekend here, with a visit with an old friend. Thank you again for connecting with me.

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      1. Welcome! Enjoy your visit. Those times are so special.

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    Everything about your collage is haunting, Katie! The words, the image, and the music. Stunning!

    Jacquelyn ~ (poet voice)

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    1. Thank you, Jacquelyn. It is the sort of ball and chain that’s hard to remove, and I’m grateful that I’ve come to a place now where I can write about it.

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  6. Wow, this one brought me back to a place long ago, been there and did that for several months, I remember the first 24 hours the most, you got it! 😉

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  7. I appreciate you connecting with me, Tiff. I had a long think about this prompt and then a longer think about posting something like this. I am grateful for your comment and your willingness to be open with me about your own experiences. 💜

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  8. This is such an excellent poem. I love the way you left in the crossed out “haunted” Very well done. ❤️

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    1. Thank you so much. It was a heart write, and with those, you never know what will spill out. 💜

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