The city enters its blue phase,

and much like Picasso,

I follow the cityscape in the the

doldrums of a haze.

Lack of enthusiasm,

my writing slinks along

in monochromatic shades.

Prostitutes, beggars and drunks,

sober after last night’s escapades,

stroll through my stories,

ones I’ve scribbled on street tiles

washed clean in night’s rains.

I’ve made a funeral procession

of a previous parade,

and like the sulking skyline

and those artists gone blue before me,

I don’t know if this mood will

stretch for hours or days.

At 3 am, I lie awake,

for there shall be no dawning,

of the sentences I’m creating.

Perfect prose

suiciding within a troubled brain.

I find my seat at the bare table,

a nude mother

with no future hopes of

monetary gain.

And those that loved me

cannot stomach

the blind poet

with baggy eyes

staring through the

tempered windowpane.


“Grey or Blue” Jaymay

14 responses to “Grey or Blue”

  1. Your lines “Lack of enthusiasm, my writing slinks along” describes my current mood with regard to my blog.

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    1. I wish I had something left to give for mine. Once the day decides it will at least play dead for a few hours. Just hasn’t been there for me. Here’s to us finding some writing mojo, and fast.

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  2. Bob Avatar

    Fantastic. From start to finish. You lay bare this blue feeling beautifully.

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    1. Thanks, Bob. I don’t like it when the blues creep in, but I have found that that giving myself rest and grace are necessary. If every day my feet are tired, my students are wiser, then I have accomplished something, even if the laundry of fresh words is left undone.

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  3. Your writing is so descriptive and packs a punch. I loved this poem.

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    1. Thank you, Nicole. Your comments gave me a good grin. I appreciate you reading my poems and commenting as well. Once my two get tucked in, I’ve just been too tuckered out lately.

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      1. I’m a in fits and starts reader, but I only comment when I have something to say. 🙂 Get some sleep, hopefully my blog will be here a long time and you can read me whenever.

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  4. Just remember the world is every bit as backwards as it seems. You aren’t missing out on anything in the States – just herds of lost sheep pretending to live happy lives… I bet living abroad has its drawbacks, but it’s def the Move right now. I commend and admire you. And your art inspires. Keep at it💙

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      1. This is so nice. Thank you, EF. I may have to get off the couch and have that glass of wine after all. I will find my rhythm here, I’m sure of it. If not, I’ll need some sort of airlift to extricate myself from the city. Cheers to sound, and its ability to heal. Cheers to you cheering me up. 🙂

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      2. When I saw you had moved to Thailand I was so envious, and inspired. I’m too rigid to move abroad. Wine at the ready🍶 Embrace the mess, brilliant word-spinner. Cheers to all that. And a bag of potato chips! 🥂🇹🇭

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  5. I think a little bit of both sometimes! Your words echo what I sometimes feel. Glad I am not alone.

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    1. Thank you, Susi. 💜

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      1. You’re welcome! ❤

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