As a child,
the black tarp of the old well
a magical carpet
the branches overhead
switches or wishes,
I drifted between both.

As a child,
Satan was more real than Santa
patriarchs dressed all in red
appearing in my head or under my bed
flashlight and light switch,
I put my trust in both.

As a child,
I scribbled in the margins
highlighting the enlightening lines
rereading the verse of Shakespeare and Jesus,
which both held truth.

As a child,
I put on gazebo shows
voice amplified by acoustic air
sisters swirling to the time,
shouting stop and then go.

As a child,
I fell in love with the library
summer reading was a feasting
books like maps to new adventure,
mooring my mind but sailing my spirit.

As a child,
I camoflaged my character
hid behind bushels of belief
played possum with my problems,
kept secrets as well as falsehoods.

As a child,
I wrote amateur poetry
wobbly words in a notebook
pride poking against privacy
considering rhyme but rejecting form.
Happy to report
some traits don’t conform to timelines.


“As A Child” Madeline The Person

13 responses to “As A Child”

  1. I get a powerful vibe from this. As in, we grow up in our silos, thinking we are strange. And it is only with the passage of time that we realise that *everyone*was strange, somehow.

    Referring, of course, to Shakespeare 🤣

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    1. What a great image, the silos of childhood. Thanks for making me feel strangely accepted. 😉

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      1. It is absolutely true, though. I doubt any of us felt accepted/acceptable. But we turned out okay, no? Or should I just speak for myself????

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      2. I think how I turned out is still TBD. But, yeah, we all live on the yellow submarine, now, right?

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      3. 🤣 got past theBlue Meanies.

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  2. A powerful poem. We could all do with being a bit more childlike.

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    1. Thank you, Hobbo. I agree.

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  3. Reading this, with each verse I would think of a memory of childhood 😀

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  4. great poem; so much to love; after the first verse it really kicks into gear 🙂

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    1. Thanks, John. It’s no war and peace 😉 , but lots of childhood distortions packed in there.

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    2. Those are my two kiddos in the photo btw. You probably guessed this.

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  5. I was sort of wondering 🙂

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    1. Yeah, those are my red-haired littles, sprites, mischief-makers. Besties, these two. I’m a lucky mom.

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