Whenever my children laugh at

The Floor is Lava

I shudder

thinking of my own childhood–

the rubbish and refuse,

teetering on a Hellmouth,

perched to fall

in the place the bad people descend.

The lava basement

awaiting the kids who didn’t

obey their parents,

repent their sins,

do their chores,

evangelize.

Preacher said

sin was more serious than we realized.

And at eight, I wondered at the lake’s size,

the length of the day of darkness

where the unrighteous were consigned.

But it wasn’t burning flesh,

festering worms,

gnashing teeth

that bothered me.

I held hot plates and didn’t blink.

And when Karie pierced my ears

with a needle in her basement,

I felt nothing on my iceless lobes.

No, it was the charred soul,

the idea that eternal suffering

is due a ten-year-old,

one who didn’t close her mouth

when she ate,

or wouldn’t pledge allegiance

to the right deity,

which was a matter of fate.

I should have learned sooner that

fallacious thinking is a mistake.

©2023 | K. Hartless


Artwork: Miniature from ‘Hours of Catherine of Cleves’
c.1440, illustrated manuscript by Master of Catherine of Cleves (active c.1435–1460)

GloPoWriMo #19: One common feature of childhood is the monsters. The ones under the bed or in the closet; the odd local monsters that other kids swear roam the creek at night, or that parents say wait to steal away naughty children that don’t go to bed on time. Now, cast your mind back to your own childhood and write a poem about something that scared you – or was used to scare you – and which still haunts you (if only a little bit) today.

14 responses to “The Floor is Lava”

  1. wow ! searing images; sounds like you had a strict catholic upbringing akin to mine —

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    1. More Southern Baptist brainwashing, but I’m sure the end result was likely similar. 😉

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      1. we both did it hard —

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      2. Oh man. It was church four nights a week and twice on Sunday. I think the almighty was sick of me by the time I stopped going.

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      3. hahaha; I was a glutton for punishment: I even spent six months in a seminary: it felt more like the county jail 🙂

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  2. wow, KK… that’s so real.

    an excellent poem.

    ~David

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    1. Thank you, David. I wish it weren’t so, but it is absolutely real. The floor was lava for so long. I am trying to raise more open-minded and educated children. We’ll see how it goes. 😂

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  3. Tom Avatar

    Deeply powerful imagery here coupled with visceral prose – that’s so awful you had to endure those religious strictures through childhood. ❤

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    1. Thank you, Tom. 💜 I think being censored so much as a child, and trying to censor myself has made me appreciate all the little freedoms. When I was able to overcome those antiquated mentalities, I had so much curiosity about everything, including my own body. A self-liberation of sorts.

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      1. Tom Avatar

        Definitely! Glad you’ve outgrown those old fears & blossomed 🙂

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  4. This is excellent… we had the same upbringing. It took me years to undo all the silliness. Bravo to you!

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    1. Thank you, Colleen. I think it was a gradual breaking down of hypocrisies and censored thinking. Occasionally, I think it creeps back in. When I catch myself thinking in terms of “bad” and “good.” But, I am doing my best to raise two children with much wider views of spirituality, religion and existence in general.

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  5. Whoa. Wow. Raised Catholic too? Staunch Roman Catholic for me

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    1. I was actually raised Southern Baptist, which was pretty hardcore. I had to learn to love myself and accept myself on many levels. I remember the censorship was pretty high. Thanks for connecting with my piece.

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